{"id":19,"date":"2026-08-26T20:57:29","date_gmt":"2026-08-26T20:57:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/adonaiam.com\/updates\/?p=19"},"modified":"2026-08-26T23:44:16","modified_gmt":"2026-08-26T23:44:16","slug":"toxic-internet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/adonaiam.com\/updates\/2026\/08\/26\/toxic-internet\/","title":{"rendered":"Toxic Internet"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

I made a photo stack of a peculiar comment that I thought was a perfect opportunity to highlight not only situations damaging the digital common spaces, but my thoughts about it. To some it is no rarity, while to others I am someone they’ve just recently have read about, and it is easy to create misconceptions out of ideas and ideologies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

To sum the content, a degrading comment (see photo below<\/em>) on my recent upload which has had excellent performance in less than a day, myself having just starting releasing music 28 days ago, and having no special promotions, having a nice growth and support rate, keeping in mind that there are no paid or special support networks, advertising or other available to me at the moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A refreshing outcome logically, on what thus far is an unbiased environment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

For perspective of what more is shown, you can see my backstory with writing, lyrics, photography, and art further below, and on my musical journey, there are few sporadically scattered around the net, but a particular sample which brings laughter onto myself and a bit of positive pride as to seeing myself progress in spite of setbacks, is this “First Vocal Sample<\/strong><\/a>” from January 2022<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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There is putting the work as an artist on authentic, original content too.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am not new to these per say, as long ago before algorithms and AI\/ commercial curation geared to larger circles benefiting most even when paid, I had similar outcomes over my then posted work, and hence the plagiarism, targeted harassment, dilution of authenticity and creativity incentives by those behind these, etc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

On this note, here is a poem from September 12, 2016, almost a decade ago.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Title: (link on title<\/em>, Latin for “Immortal”)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Immort\u0101lis<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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A line in particular which is so very fitting here: “I rise because, I can; eternal potential is all I ever was, is all I carry inside<\/em><\/strong>.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I could never stoop so low as to become like such, as I have NEVER and will never need to. Perceptions, limited capacity of cognition by gawking sights and deductions are exactly that.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am rather about what I have always been – a positive mindset, with a balanced perspective which simply put, means, growing past errors and deterioration caused be by that on ignorance invited, or where the harmful attempts to grip.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

As a sole survivor of horrors beyond described\/ imagined, not only is my artistry a reflection of myself in growth, but so is my person.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Each become and convey their lives in their capacities, including of intellectual and emotional prowess. Regardless of “groupisms” and “therefores” too – be that of positives or negatives, it is a fact.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

With all that in mind, it can be difficult to navigate a toxic world when consumed by the gawking, especially when also targeted, and or a person who has faced struggles and negativity of all kinds; the harsher, the heavier the load, the more difficult the path, of course.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Generic reasoning of “this”, or “that”, “therefore” are – generalizations, and attempts to group out of convenience and or dismissal; meaningless.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Some ironically done in attempts to further hamper a person’s growth out of the indignant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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The best judge of talent\/ capacity is honesty.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Without, it’s just trying to fetch validation – which even in “loving”\/ “positive” environments can be very toxic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

One’s own ability to be authentic to self<\/strong>, and face the ugly truth to its limitations where necessary, conquering, and rising above and beyond, are the strongest tools\/ keys\/ weapons – POWER no one can take from oneself EVER, that allows the mind to navigate even the most biased and detestable of environments.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Actual growth, learning is only done when learning first to be capable of seeing reality as fact, rather than deluding oneself on what “positivity” means, and surrounding with “bubbles” of agreement, knowing better.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Likewise, the other part, which is being able to identify wrong, and not simply deflecting responsibility.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It is not as difficult when the first step is self honesty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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To listen to my track: “Mighty Wings<\/strong><\/a>” \u2190 click on link. You can also read the infamous comment as long as they themselves don’t delete it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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To read my full description of the remix I made and listen to my version, “Pulchra<\/a>“; this is the edit I made of the Scuro release.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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My intention with this post is besides “introducing” myself per say to my “new” audience, it’s about re-creating those foundations of what I have been known for over one and a half decades, as a digital creator, and that is of my mental transformation philosophies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

To each their own of course, but as it is beyond obvious, not merly about “cute words”, pictures, and\/ or “positive sayings”, I more than walk the talk, “I AM<\/strong>“.\u2600\ufe0f<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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08.26.2026 17:36<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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The infamous comment can be seen below, at the bottom left of the picture.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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It seems harmless when observed from an outsider\/ unaware and\/ or not language adept individual, but when in the full perspective, the clear intention is of causing mental perturbation overtime, if not all at once, as it is in other scenarios.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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DON’T FORGET to check my latest work, unlike remixes, or re-releases, this is my latest creation, and further showcases the evolution of my music.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Mythical<\/a><\/strong>“<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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It is symbolized with a Phoenix bird transformed vector art, as many know, it is one of “rising from the ashes”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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My poem from August 2018 “Rise From The Ash<\/em><\/strong><\/a>” besides being thematic to the talk of things here, further shows the symbol of what ultimately is a lifetime theme for me – not something out of “luck”, beliefs\/ “faith, or what have you in “beliefs”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Original Art post: April 1, 2018. Title: “I Came For You, Because I Love You<\/a><\/strong>“. PS: As it is also severely obvious, I also say what I mean, and mean what I say, in a timeline perspective. I don’t live in the past, and the therefore assumptions of what anything is like then in the future because of this, there, therefore that, could not be more meaningless to me, because it is maximized.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

While a fun, vibrant and overall a great person, alone and as a companion, that knows how and when to laugh, smile, and mean it, I am not ignorant – inclusively. I also don’t care what any self entitled mind believes I should or should not do, or assumes over what I do or don’t. I find these things extremely disrespectful, and part of the detestable feigning to be otherwise, hence the fitting strength of my thought-line here.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Balance<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

On that note of beliefs, it is something that not matter how much it is said and the evidence there, the by choice deluded, will live and die as that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A fine line between harmless faith and detrimental beliefs (my sample of my track “Believe” lyrics posted back in 2024, says it all).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

AND, it most DE-FI-NI-TE-LY goes BOTH ways. The corrosive and assuming\/ deflecting\/ projecting does not change simply because of who and why, logically. Intentions aren’t something you hide unless they are well, to the enemy of – the targeted, and\/ or the perpetrator of _____.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

My intention with this post is besides “introducing” myself per say to my “new” audience, it’s about re-creating those foundations of what I have been known for over one and a half decades, as a digital creator, and that is of my mental transformation philosophies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

To each their own of course, but as it is beyond obvious, not merly about “cute words”, pictures, and\/ or “positive sayings”, I more than walk the talk, “I AM<\/strong>“.\u2600\ufe0f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

—<\/p>\n\n\n\n

08.26.2026 17:36<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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